I don't know what have gotten into me, but I just feel like writing about this all of a sudden. I know this isn't scheduled and I apologize for not writing about what I should have wrote. But, I just feel like sharing and hope you guys will hear me out.
I always believe that it is important to look back at the path you've take, but it is also important not to let it hinder your progress. That is why I don't really regret things I've done and try to always walk forward, even when walking forward is unbearably painful. Or, at times, we may have done something wrong and feel guilty about it, which is a good thing. But sometimes, one feels so guilty their mind can't take it anymore, and burst into tears. But, is it really a good thing? I don't think so, because the tears cannot change the past, and the time spent crying could be used to do things to make up for what you've done wrong.
I am NOT saying that crying is wrong. People cry at times of sadness, depressions, despair, etc. and, at appropriate time, even I will support you if you cry. Crying is a natural process of letting things go, the express yourself, which is a beautiful process at appropriate times. But, some people ALWAYS cry, for no reason. Instead of crying, shouldn't you be trying to improve things or make a decision? Even I felt like crying a bit myself recently, but I didn't for I kind of forbade myself to crying except for some VERY appropriate cases, and have been doing it so long that it have become a semi-subconscious process, but that is another story.
So, I am going to leave you guys with this for now. This is one of will-probably-be-a-few serious and showing-a-little-of-the sensitive-side-of-myself passages. I tried to keep it formal, but writing formally just ain't my style. Do you have anything to share? Did you feel incredibly sad or cry lately? Let me know, and if I'm feeling up to it, I might even cheer you up. Who knows, I'm always kinda random anyways.
Sensitively emotionless
-Nox Aeterna
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